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scarred arms. tired eyes. anti-depressants. mood stabilizers. sleeping medication. anti-nightmare medication. major depressive disorder. borderline personality disorder. post traumatic stress disorder.sexual assault. 9 suicide attempts. and im only 18. this is my story and how i got here. it's not all a sad story... just mostly. i have never told anyone the whole and complete story...not even the doctors at the psyche ward...but this is gonna be it. all of it. no detail left out, no matter how gruesome and horrendous it may be. the world will hear what happened to me and how i have become who i am...... even if it kills me.